there’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control i fear is never ending
controlling/i can’t seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in

(without a sense of confidence and i’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
i’ve felt this way before
so insecure

discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will i stand beside my own reflection
it’s haunting how i can’t seem…